CRUISE OF ENDLESS CONFESSIONS 2016



Cruise of Endless Confessions 2016, Installation view, Exhibition "A Sharp Cliff After A Soft Landing" Gaia Gallery, Istanbul


CRUISE OF ENDLESS CONFESSIONS / SONSUZ İTİRAFLAR SEYRİ

Embroidery, video and sound arrangement on fabric

Sound arrangement: Taner Yücel
Video-sound: 12 minutes 15 second loop




..go on! Clear away!! (traffic police announcement)

            Announcement:  Attention please! There is a suspicion that they will cross the border!

-ID Card Please! Where do you come from?
-You can not enter here!
- I can’t hear you under the water

-I have been here.
-I can’t recall exactly.

- I feel the water, does it feel me too?
- Watch out! Water is tricky.



-Did the debacle happen at night?
-Let’s not turn full circle.
-All that is recurring
-First, we shall thank
-Then we shall deflect it, I said
Ah! I’m exhausted
I was the hope do to something
I forgot myself
“What was it ?”she said “what was it?”
Void

Announcement:       It’s forbidden to hold your breath under the water

-Are we going to smother?
-Don’t be afraid, this is not the smoke that you already know
- How many people are we here?
-If we are swept away by the current, you will come and save us, won’t you?

-Where are you?
-Are you there?
-I am on this side

-Does your foot touch the ground?
-Don’t worry, the water keeps you on the surface.


Announcement:  Attention please! Stay on the surface! The visibility will be narrowed down! Please take precautions for situations like nausea and edema.  Make sure that the place you complain about is not the same with where you file a complaint. Please move within visibility range.

-The visibility range is narrowed down.
-Something got in my way!
-Where is the land?
-Almost there
-The waves will take us to the shore


Announcement:  Important notice! Don’t curse your destiny! Imagine a piece of land where you can step on the soil, walk and breathe on it.  Fake dreams designed this island for you.

-Which way shall we go?
-This place is that place, isn`t it?
-The sound of the wave, always the same
-The ground I step on is slippery

-Lend an ear to the sound coming from far away!
-The land is on this side now.

-I can`t see my hands
-Nowhere to hold on to
-We’re lost

Announcement:  Danger of drowning! Sail softly and attentively. Beware of the past which will come from the depth.

-They are coming from that direction. Where are they going?
-Just go on. Roger that.
-A trap, or not, confirm. Roger that.
-I don’t think so.
-I didn’t get it. What do you mean by that?
-Confirm whether here is there. Roger that.
-Take command, issue a command, resist actively!
-despite myself. Roger that.


Announcement:  How safe are you inside the water? Do you suspect what comes from depth? Don’t ignore the invisibles. Today’s experience is our guarantee.


At which time does the place where the sound is not enough start?
Which past should we blot out so that this place no longer exists?
A fear suspicious of its own heart gnawed the self
The sounds enemies to the fingerprint, you tell them, me, stutterer
Even if the recurring moments in dreams fall in line
I would not get into that water in case I get cold when I get out


Announcement:  Please stay under the water until the next announcement!

Announcement: 
Attention please! In order not to be crippled by the bends, put yourselves in such a place that you do not crush it when it crushes you
           

  I pretended as if I hadn’t heard, I thought I had hidden
             I was a secret witness at the very bottom of the water
             I picked on a void, I stooped over every wave
             I was a fish crippled by the bends between the past and the future

Announcement: 
In a little while, we’ll do a very efficient breathing exercise for you to breathe well..  
Now, pick up a wave on which you can make yourself comfortable, let yourself fall on the water. Take a deep breath from your mouth and breathe it out. With the every breath you exhale, cool down and relax. Imagine yourself getting rid of all the stresses and burdens that cause you to sink. Fill your body with your breath and exhale. We will do it together now.